I’m leaving it all up to here
Leaving it in this one moment
Forgetting how or what I feel
Because it’s just something silly

It’s just something you don’t find
Something better left unsaid
Something that should only be left to ramble in your head

Push farther and farther into the back of your mind
But the simple fact of it is
Is that it will still be there, to find

Pushing and pulling are not getting me any results
So I’m breaking down the pieces and swallowing them whole
Forget the moments, or the piece of my heart you stole

Here I go, to ramble on
Sounds like the repeat button is stuck on the same crappy song
Over and over again does it play
Till it fades out and dies out by the end of the day

I can’t believe I listened
Listened to all the wrong things I wanted you to say
This is not I want
This is not what I need
This is not how this will stay